September 22, 2013.
That was the day I met my Husband.
I had been a stripper in Tampa, Miami
and Vegas for the past 6 years and me
and my girls were at the local
After Hours club where Justin and his
boys were selling molly, x, weed, and
Justin and I did all 4.
And from that night we became inseparable.
We were the IT couple and living a
That's all we knew.
A lot of you that "know" me are probably
saying to yourself "But wasnt she a
Pastor's daughter growing up?
At church every Wednesday, Thursday,
Pastor Kid retreats. And youth camps?
Yea. That was me.
I could speak in tongues too.
Been seeing things in the Spirit since I
was a little girl and could finish any
scripture you started.
I had witnessed "religion" my whole life
(not all bad) but honestly the majority
i wanted no part in what it had to offer.
All Satan ever replayed for me was a
Back in 2006.
Being pregnant at 18, and after burning all
my bridges, I was sleeping on the floor at
Salvation army. (Thank God for SOLVE Homes)
I felt worthless.
I never wanted to feel like that again,
so i determined in my mind not to feel
anything at all.
And get money.
After I had met J, as I continued dancing,
the holy spirit would start talking to me.
I would run to the bathroom and do a line
in the dressing room and yell, "
YOU STILL WANNA TALK?!
Why dont you just leave me alone?!"
He never did. Talk about His
I started having visions of Satan in
the crowd while I was on stage
clapping for me. (he ain't clappin now!)
A few months later, Justin goes to court
and is supposed to be sentenced to
15 YEARS in prison.
But God showed up in the court room
and instead he gets put on house
arrest for a year following 3 years of
a 10 o'clock curfew.
As we're walking out the courtroom,
he says, "You're not dancing no more!"
I got Isaiah back from my Mom, who had
been with her for that 5 month span.
And we started to try the family thing.
May 29, 2015 (A year later)
Was the day we walked into Truth Outreach
Global Ministries and I really experienced
God like never before and have been
chasing after Him ever since.
Did we stop smoking weed right away?
Of course not.
Did we never sin again?
What do you think? But we never stopped
going to church.
The more we fell in love with Him, the
less we wanted to hurt Him and now
we are drug free.
His heartbeat became our own.
People would say "Well you cant turn
a hoe into a housewife!" But i am living
proof that God can turn you into what
you were CREATED to be in the first
I went from watching my husband
chase money and women, and his
brothers' approval to chasing God
and waking up in the middle of the
night to Him on the bedroom floor
literally crying out "NOT MY WILL
BUT YOURS GOD!"
I'll never know why He chased us.
The song "Reckless Love" touches
A Love so Reckless that in the middle
of a strip club He thought about me?!
He chased me?!
My husband has 4 felonies, absolutely
no church background and He wants
him to preach the gospel?
To go back into the very trap
houses and clubs we hung out in
and deliver His people?!
All i know is God is REAL.
He will never fit in this box that
we subconsciously, religiously try to
contain Him in.
He saved my life.
He saved Justin's life.
How could we not follow Him?!
It's not protocol, it's not a chore,
but an honor.
He took filthy rags and made us whole.
He calls me....me...beautiful
He's such a Good Good Father and
He is the reason why I can even sit
here today and tell my testimony.
Culled from Kris-Lynn Williams